Easter was 👎. Low mood decided to get worse. I just honestly feel like there isn’t anything for me in life, I’m not talented, gifted or smart. I’m a waste of space. I’m bored 😐 but crippled under depression and illness. I’m tired of being this way. I don’t know how to change things. I’m lonely but in the end everyone leaves, always. I’m on a tightrope of emotions, one slip and I’m falling lower again and again. Honestly, I’m not happy. Not be a long shot. But I don’t know how to change that.